I have too much to say. So I will shotgun some updates to you.
• 31 weeks prego (don't call it that), finished with parenting conference, and enrolled in natural childbirth classes
• Friends and family are awesome (threw us a shower and made us feel special)
• I am a pathological intermittent jerk but I have a renewed interest in growing up
• Deliberating between M. Div. vs. MA Phil.
• Think I want to start studying for the GRE and putting together a philosophical writing sample since that will be the harder career path and I want to keep my options open and hey why not
• Been consuming a lot of atheist writings lately
• Been finding myself praying "I believe, help my unbelief" lately. I think the progression might go from "It is important to do good works." to "Works are impotent, good thing salvation is accomplished through my faith!" to "Oh shoot my faith is feeble... thank God for saving me by His grace!" to "Oh I get it, God saved me by His grace through my faith for good works." It's a cart/horse/caboose kind of thing. I think I started going through the "my faith is feeble" phase a couple weeks ago and it is a bit emotionally painful. I hope I can get to the grace part soon.
• I am eating toast made from freshly baked bread.
I wonder what tomorrow holds.
• 31 weeks prego (don't call it that), finished with parenting conference, and enrolled in natural childbirth classes
• Friends and family are awesome (threw us a shower and made us feel special)
• I am a pathological intermittent jerk but I have a renewed interest in growing up
• Deliberating between M. Div. vs. MA Phil.
• Think I want to start studying for the GRE and putting together a philosophical writing sample since that will be the harder career path and I want to keep my options open and hey why not
• Been consuming a lot of atheist writings lately
• Been finding myself praying "I believe, help my unbelief" lately. I think the progression might go from "It is important to do good works." to "Works are impotent, good thing salvation is accomplished through my faith!" to "Oh shoot my faith is feeble... thank God for saving me by His grace!" to "Oh I get it, God saved me by His grace through my faith for good works." It's a cart/horse/caboose kind of thing. I think I started going through the "my faith is feeble" phase a couple weeks ago and it is a bit emotionally painful. I hope I can get to the grace part soon.
• I am eating toast made from freshly baked bread.
I wonder what tomorrow holds.